im graduating and i have state board in 2 weeks i kept telling myself that i am going to be strong when in reality im freakin the fuck out!!!this is my dream i CANT FUCK UP!!!but so many things are happening behind the scenes that my mind is all over the place.am i supposed to be happy cuz im graduating or am i supposed to be sad because i feel like im being selfish cuz im happy school is ending but i have a family that i need to be there for because they are going through a hard time..i love love love them so much and it kills me cuz they have been through so much and they are going through more then they should.i wna let them know that im here but how do i do that without triggering any sad thoughts…i guess theres no avoiding that.but i love them and thats all i want them to know and that i will ALWAYS be here for them and to do whatever they need.ugh my mind is discombobulated -_- and on top of that ive been having nightmares,not to mention waking up in sweat and tears!!i just need to keep my mind clear and if anyone can tell me how to do that please tell me cuz i could sure something!

shoshannnnna:

I love those type of friendships that don’t require a lot of effort. We may not see each other as much as we want to or talk as much as we used to, but it doesn’t change the fact that we’re friends no matter what. They can do their own thing and I can do my own thing. What’s important is that whenever we do see each other again, we can pick up right from where we left off without making it awkward. Any friendship that works out like that is a friendship worth having. 

(Source: cdeeezy)